A Connection Learned through Pain

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Hello everyone, it's been a while since I've last posted anything, sorry about that but life has been rather busy and hectic. I just wanted to take a moment and talk to you guys, gals, and non-binary pals about something a little more personal for me when dealing with anything spiritual or a higher being. When I first started out with Wicca and Witchcraft I didn't much pay attention to contacting and channeling through Gods or Goddesses, I was more focused on what it was I could do, how I could shape the world around me on my own. I'll be the first to admit I was on what my friends and I call a magick high, but after I had some time for life to happen, after I had first gotten hurt on an emotional level after finally opening myself back up to someone I began to lose everything I had accomplished on my own through magick, I just felt broken… but it was through this that I first contacted someone or something through magick. It was a complete accident and at the time I had no idea who it was, I was simply meditating and trying to go somewhere else, somewhere far away from the likes of Man. I found myself on an old path in a field with a large boulder with a tree atop it in the distance, and after walking for some time I met a sly man who spoke with a sense of pride and pain that I could relate to (I later came to believe that this was Loki, and perhaps I had stumbled across where he was bound and being punished for the death of Balder). After that I began reaching out more to others, shortly after finding company with Hecate, the Crone of the moon, and became a follower of hers. The one thing that really stuck out to me from this whole thing was that in order to open up to something else I needed to be hurting, to be needing the help of someone and willing to accept it In a way it was a wake up call that I couldn't just live life on my own.

Anyway, that's my story for the night. Maybe leave your own story or thoughts in the comments below?
With that I wish you all the best, blessed be friends.


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